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Remain resilient. One more minute, one more hour, perhaps one more day. Remain resilient. Does it mean you have to hold it back? No. Remain resilient. Does it mean shattering your impulses and emotions to become dignified? Perhaps. Remain resilient. There is a drop left out of your resilience. I know it’s there and you’re making use of it every time. And somehow you manage to carve more and more and deeper and desperately after that drop of resilience. You become stone cold, but it’s fine because you are dignified. Always dignified. Don’t let them drag you in the mud … Continue reading resilient

Deus ex machina

The curse of the human being is its hybrid nature. Half brain half heart. Two opposing notions. Half water half soil. Never making ends meet. It’s obviously a paradox of love and intelligence, of intuition and decision. Therefore, it is no wonder that the man has a never ending desire for freedom, for achievement, for wisdom, for all he is never going to reach, for he is the half God and half mortal. The seed of wonder is the seed of the devil himself that does not allow the state of equilibrium in the nature of man, and that’s the … Continue reading Deus ex machina

Have you listened to yourself?

There is a weird and wicked circularity in people going back again and again to things, places, people, and memories. It’s like longing for something they lost in the past while reaching for newness only to find out nothing changed. And it can’t possibly change. It feels almost pathetic and weak, this longing for fulfillment and affirmation. More pathetic for the fact that you start looking at the never ending dark bottom of the past knowing damn well things don’t ever come back. Or if they do, they come in the same shape but different names: time, love, sadness, success, … Continue reading Have you listened to yourself?

I feel like jumping out of the car

Why are you singing an unknown song by an unknown band in your car with a stranger sitting in the left seat? That’s pretty unusual and awkward. I feel like jumping out of the car. Why is there sand in your hair? That’s the first thing I noticed, in the rearview mirror. Did you even go to the beach? Do I even know you? I feel like jumping out of the car. Why are you so comfortable? Isn’t that disrespectful? We just met and your car smells old. Awkward. Your tastes are unusual. Do you even notice me sitting here? … Continue reading I feel like jumping out of the car

on forgetfulness

It breaks my heart to see how people treat forgetfulness. Forgetfulness is your enemy. Don’t you dare forget who did you good. Don’t you dare forget who thought good of you. Don’t you ever dare forget who loved you for they are the people who loved you the most. Spontaneous or for a long time, love is precious and forgetfulness is its enemy. Forgetfulness is not only your enemy but love’s enemy. Don’t you dare forget that. Continue reading on forgetfulness

Say you are sorry

Run from yourself no more. The proudest is the first to fall. I have tried countless times to pick people in my life and it just simply doesn’t work. Not being yourself will only lead you to losing your people. Be yourself for once and see who’s around. You are going to lose yourself by searching for others. Honestly, just be yourself. It might be hard and all that, but it’s worth it. Once you are you, you will be surrounded by your people, people that won’t ever leave. I know that you think your friends right now won’t ever … Continue reading Say you are sorry

moon and sea

Hallucinating, is the moon of the sea Hallucinating, is the eye you can see Hallucinating, the waves standing tall Hallucinating, in the depths that I fall The sound, they don’t make a sound Are the depths of the moon that I cannot find The clear visage, the skin of the sea Are the depths of the moon that I cannot see They make me concerned, but so they can’t tell The word a wave speaks can’t reveal the spell It’s only some drops of water dousing my feet They help me record the cadence waves beat Continue reading moon and sea

clair de lune

Ce tandră este-a lunii rază!Cum le scaldă toate-n ceața-i!Și le-ncheagă laolaltă,Într-un clar de vis de morți… Ci nici argintul nouriu,De șlefuiește-a lumii veghe,Tot le scaldă toate-n ape,Pe pustiuri de meleaguri… Și-n latenta ei mișcare,Trece întrutot lumina-i,De realități năucitoare,Peste toate, peste toți… Sub latenta ei mișcare,Dormim toate, dormim toți… Continue reading clair de lune

the way you see yourself

The love you seek, is nothing but an illusion. Think about it no more. The love you get, is nothing but what you need. Treasure it more. The love you give, is nothing but the one you wish you had. Spread some more. The love you miss, is nothing but the lesson of the past. Learn from it some more. The love that you deny, is nothing but the purest. Look at it some more. The love that you don’t see, is nothing but blindness. Open your eyes some more. For all the types of love, are nothing but yourself. Continue reading the way you see yourself

the hard, but otherwise good life

“You have gained some weight”. Yes. Sometimes life can get hard. Or maybe not life in general, but feelings. Sometimes it gets difficult to cope with being here, wherever you are. Sometimes you might feel lonely, and feel like you have left your friends behind. But it doesn’t matter. You’re not here for feeling stuff. You’re here to study, to become better. You can never let your inner self slip because you know that can become a serious issue for you, as well as for anybody else. You’re gonna keep it together, continue doing your work, try to eat healthier, … Continue reading the hard, but otherwise good life


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